My petite, auburn haired ex had left me because we argued. We argued because
she would always tell me ten different versions of a sexual experience (she was
actually pretty ‘straight’) and I got pissed at never knowing WHO and what she
REALLY was. She played the good wife, then would get into exhibitionism at
some fancy restaurant, or make me swear that the first thing we do is erase her
explicit, kind of awkward and real amateur , XX video….then completely forget
about it (after she dumped me, she never asked for it, nothing! Not to take it
back, erase it…nothing. Then, sitting on the kitchen counter ne day she even
acually said, almost smirking, “I bet you’re showing it to ALL your friends”).
And ‘good girl’ had a smile!
She mindfucked me good but after she left, I got more interested in SEEING,
finally, who the fuck she really was! HOW depraved? HOW FAR? And after she
left, she hit hard times – horrible jobs, low pay, broke, lost, pathetic. Hard
for her because a year before she owned a condo, had a great job with a huge
P.R. company and more. She was gorgeous but SO phony, hiding this “other”
self from me SO obviously. Now it was coming undone and she would come by all
the time, even after she dumped me, more and more desperate. As always she
way trying to act the ‘good girl’ but it wasn’t working at all, and she was
easy to manipulate and see through. She probably thought she hid it but she
was over at my place because she really needed money.
My feelings for her had turned cold by then, changing into fantasy. I saw
her as a gorgeous ‘thing’ and I was raging more and more with the fantasy of
watching her be her REAL self – the lost, ‘good wife’, being fucking UNDONE. I
thought of how to bring my more and more depraved, hot fantasies to life:
watching her fuck some guy, her first humiliation and mind fucking;
exhibitionism big time; a gangbang (even a fantasy of a group of 17 year
olds)…on and on. And growing. I was on fire but played it cool, played HER
game, acting, hiding what I had going on inside. It was easy and she was so
easy to manipulate. I got into really detailed schemes and plans. I made sure
that my fantasies of this petite little readhead would easily get REAL.
Then one late afternoon she was over at my place again (for money, but the
petite thing would never just come out and ask). She had just been fired from
some shit job, was more desperate and lost than ever. I played a game of
holding back money (and I had plenty that she knew nothing about). She was
drinking, as usual, dressed to JUST interest me enough, when she got so fucking
freaked that she just blurted out,
“Well, I’ll sell my body if I have to!”
Mmmm. The respectable, ‘good girl’ who was nearly obsessed with her
reputation had just ripped open the door for me! I was on fire, my mind racing
with plans. I watched her…..soo gorgeous!
She was a very petite, naturally dark red head. Long hair and a really
pretty face. Tiny. Her legs were thin but shapely so perfectly. And her ass!
So pale and so small and round, covered in freckles like her whole body was.
She had tiny tits but her nipples were nearly as big as her tits and they were
incredible. They could easily just point straight out, rock hard. Her
pussy….fuck. She had a really full natural dark red bush and her pussy was
small and tight. Her hole was tiny. I was on fire, planning and ready, and I
went for it,
“I am pretty flush and…ah, I’ll help you. But ‘sell your body?” You’d get
a ton…..you’re a sexy, good girl….a a real redhead…..Wow! But, if you
want, you know, to just make some serious money now, I’m into that”
She was used to my jealously, etc. and she just looked at me, depraved, hair
wild….she took a large gulp of her vodka as night time came on. She gave me
a little smile, kind of phony….no, almost wicked. Twisted. Fuck! I was
losing it but kept cool, saying,
“Oh, it’s all going to be fine. I’ll help you….but, ah…if you want to do
a little ‘money for your body’ thing…like when you used to put on a show,
showing your pussy for me at fancy restaurants….FOR FREE……well, no big
deal or heavy sex you know….but if you are into some serious money – and not
a loan…PAY – for something….well, I’m into it. I wouldn’t think less of
you. I think it would be fucking great, you know? And 3grand or 5 grand or
whatever…..for a little one night show, something new? That would give you
serious breathing room! I’m good with money cause this month was
awesome….so, you know. Think about it…..
She nearly chugged her drink, a good sign….she got looser (and she WAS
really uptight at sex but drinking helped, the more the better. And she had
blackouts!). She had that strange, sexy smile, her thin, short sundress giving
me a great view of her thin and shapely, freckled, legs, and she gave no sense
of “no”….of resistance….not even a word. She said, that smile of her
face,
“Wow……so……well. I have the feeling you might already have something
in mind. Hmmm….yeah. If I did that show at the restaurant for free”, I
interrupted her,
“And you did your striptease and X rated vid for free, too’, and looked at
her.
She was just giving me that SMILE! She wasn’t even pretending to worry about
her reputation, or having limits…..nothing. I saw that right away. She gave
me a pretty big smile, her eyes bright, almost excited! She was working on her
fresh drink and then finished,
“Ohhh…you’re bad! You already KNOW that I’ll agree!”.
I told her that I had two things in mind, for TONIGHT, and that I’d write
them down for her, letting her name a price. And those two fucking hot things
were all worked out. I was raging with fantasy…..getting REAL! It was
going to happen. Little did she know how far my fantasies had gone…I wanted
to humiliate her and to see her for what she was. All she knew was what that
she would make a ton and that her life would change…..just like I told her.
She was SO easy to manipulate…all I had to do was keep ‘adoring’ her…she
had to be adored. I wondered if 15 guys, moaning about how gorgeous she was
would just push her ANYWHERE! I bet on it. I gave her the paper with the two
‘ideas’. I KNEW that tonight I would see her, finally, like I had fantasized!
This gorgeous redhead ex wife, such a beatiful face and petite shapely
body……would be in a whole new world….TONIGHT.
